Merry Christmas ....What a day 15 people at the house and Thank God for my son Mike ,he helped so ,so much .I love him as I love all my sons ...Steven ,Anthony and Mikey ..They are all good Boys and they have lost 2 Grandparents already to lung cancer .I hate to have to see them go through this again .They love their Grandfather very much and my heart breaks for them .
Dinner time and I say Grace .....Thankful we were all in one spot on Christmas and Thankful everyone is still here .So of course within a short time my mind wanders ...will my dad be here next year ?? I have never seen my Dad so pale and frail as he is today ...Of course it makes me worry even more ...How is he truly feeling physically ??? ,how is he feeling mentally ???My Father grew up keeping his feelings to himself .. like feelings were a sign of weakness.....I wish he would open up just a little ..I keep telling him I am here if you want to talk Dad .."No I am alright " Which I know isn't true ,I can see it on his face ........I am Grateful and Thankful we are all still here ........
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