So today I spent the day changing my Grandsons Bedrm into a room for my Father .My Grandson ,Demetrius is only 4 and when he spends the night he sleeps with me .He is being a good sport the little monkey =D
So moving day is Saturday ...I am nervous ....I am happy..... and I pray to God I can handle all this .It scares me to think that my Father is moving in to die.....It hurts just to think about it ....I don't want to lose my Dad ,this isn't fair ...I have days where I get mad that this is happening to MY Father ..why him ,he has been a good man his whole life ...why ...why.... Intellectually I know why ...he smoked...for a very long time and the irony of it is Dad quit smoking 7 yrs ago ....he had a scan 2 yrs ago and his lungs were clean now the cancer is eating one of his rib bones
All I can do is pray
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