Hello ,it has been some time since I have last written ,I think it was to depressing .It is hard enough to live it and I do not mean to sound selfish but my whole life has been turned upside down .I love my dad more than anything and I will continue to do what I can for him.I almost can't believe he is still here ,he was given 4~6 mths and we are almost at a yr .Thank God !!!
He is having a very hard time though ,he has no life at all .To weak to do much and it hurts my heart so much to watch it .Sometimes I just want to run away and shut it all out ,but I would come back and all of it would still be here .I am overwhelmed ,overtired and just so depressed .Of course there are other things going on ,nothing serious but enough to make this journey magnified .I can say this had made my Dad and I much closer .We spend time talking a lot and I must say I enjoy this part of our time together and I believe my Father has been as well .I am going to end this post as the phone is ringing ...........
He is having a very hard time though ,he has no life at all .To weak to do much and it hurts my heart so much to watch it .Sometimes I just want to run away and shut it all out ,but I would come back and all of it would still be here .I am overwhelmed ,overtired and just so depressed .Of course there are other things going on ,nothing serious but enough to make this journey magnified .I can say this had made my Dad and I much closer .We spend time talking a lot and I must say I enjoy this part of our time together and I believe my Father has been as well .I am going to end this post as the phone is ringing ...........